WHERE WOULD I BE?

today is my birthday, but i feel pathetic for my self.

i find myself in a sick paranoid and skeptical condition.

something strange on my shoulder of this mind. 

houses are sliding in the mud
rivers are raging in your blood

WHY!

you are ghost. i dont believe you!

i cant see you! i am tired for those presents. i am skeptical to you.

my lung is full of

 god please bless my day.

where would i be - cake

(randomed)